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Blaze Mcknight

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May 2nd, 2006

01:45 am: Feels like forever since I've been on here. Just stopping by to reminice on the past.

June 20th, 2005

11:31 pm: With soo much new free time I guess I will have to write a book. So many possibilities... ^_^

June 7th, 2005

09:43 pm: Schools almost out, and yet I don't want it to be over. Am I insane?

May 17th, 2005

04:58 pm: Good times precede the bad
School is almost out which means the last day where we get to eat lunch, I'm throwing a party. But alas, after the school year ends I loose two good friends. The first is Alan who is a senior and is moving on. Second is Steve who is moving away. "parting is such sweet sorrow." William Shakespeare should have gotten shot for this line, for it as oxymoron that people often say but don't understand that it is stating "We are separating and I'll enjoy it. But your not smart enough to understand that." At least we still have ways of communication. . .

03:52 pm: I'm back
I finally found someone who is on here. So I'm back.

January 25th, 2005

10:11 pm: Here lies my account from here on out, for I do not know how long I can remain sane with the occurrences that disturb my life. I am starting to hate what I once loved. Failing in school from lack of effort and concern. Forgetting my duties which I did diligently.
What have I become? What happened to my true smile? What happened to my heart? Why can't I care about school? What happened to my diligence? My will to live?
I have been dreaming, both day and night. Dreaming of a hero's death to save someone close to me, fighting to a stalemate of death. Why do I dream this way? Am I hoping for a quick death everyone will remember? Or is it a sign that I want to be noticed?
For some time now, I've felt like I've lost a huge chunk of myself. Am I just being a hopeless romantic or am I waking from a sixteen year old dream?
So many questions but know on to listen to me ask them. So many questions . . . no one to answer them.
Is this what it means and feels like to be alone? Is this my destiny?

~Blaze McKnight

December 26th, 2004

10:34 pm: Another poem by Jan-Michael
Tell me a story
of knights of old
Of fights for glory
and deeds so bold

To picture the day
that I could fly
And then I'd say
"I touched the sky."

So many questions
if you might test
In only a few actions
don't you protest

Where is the creativity?
Why is it done?
Work kills the activity
that used to be fun

Current Mood: productive

December 21st, 2004

01:52 pm: I can't belive its already 4 days before Christmas. I'm excited

December 18th, 2004

01:18 pm: I hope everyone can find someone special to spend with during this holiday season. I say this because I am stuck home during the holidays while my family goes to the Philipines (I got in trouble and it involves roman candes, gasoline, and home-made gopher bombs). So if you people don't mind too much, lets chat over the holidays.

Current Mood: lonelylonely

September 8th, 2004

12:35 am: you know its a good day when you start ur day off w/ explosives. Literally, my chemistry teacher took us all outside and showed us some element that shouldnt mix

Current Mood: energeticenergetic
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